You, Orual, Queen of Glome, have been quick to cast
judgment upon us the gods. But we have watched you, and know your heart better
than you imagine. You claim your love for Psyche was no less than ours, but do
not claim it greater. You ask us what right we have to take from you what is
yours with no appeal to your own quality. Do you honestly believe you could
provide a life for Psyche we gods could not have; simply on your love alone.
Though you do not want to admit it, it has crossed
your mind how you cannot even provide for those remaining in your grip, blinded
by jealousy as you are. In the presence of the dying Bardia, your loyal servant
who loved you till his meaningless end, you sat in bitter regret for another
you lost long ago, casting curses upwards, yet neglecting to nurture those in
front of you.
You know as well as we that your love for Psyche is
simply a mirror to look upon your greed, proud as it has made you. But know
that the face of greed you wear, like all greed, wears a mask. It must be known
in your heart that your love did not care for your beloved sister. You could
not stand losing her to the point of driving her into exile. You forced her to
commit the crime by means of manipulation. If your love were so true, why then
did you not thrust the blade into her heart yourself? Surely then she would
always be yours and not have to suffer as she did the consequences of her
crime. No, we know your heart, for your jealousy is not something new to the
universe. Like all jealousy, it takes and takes until all is destroyed. In your
madness upon the mountain top all those years ago, the hope still remained that
Psyche would be yours as you sat in the stillness of the night, waiting for her
to light the lamp. Tending your self-inflicted wounds.
Indeed, though you say there is not enough room in
the world for us gods and yourself, it is not what you mean. You would be truer
to yourself to selfishly claim that there is no room in this world for any who
oppose you.
You pretend that Ialim and Istra committed a crime
by falling in love. Certainly though, it was you who committed the crime of
holding onto love. And how can man rise to the level of gods when his head
swims in pettiness. There is no lesson for man in your story of Psyche and as
it would be a waist to not pass down lessons to man, the tale from Essur serves
better. It is better to teach the world to love unselfishly than to allow love
to drive it to hate the gods, to no avail.
The only punishment fit for your greed is to torture
it to the point of numbness. Whenever you close your eyes to sleep, you will
see Psyche, as real as if she were right in front of you. But know that as you
reach out to embrace her, she will slip away, like water through your fingers.
To your despair you shall always look upon, but never possess her.
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